Transvestia

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Dad then got very angry and said, “Well, if that is the case, I take it that you would like to wear girl's clothes to school tomorrow."

"No, Dad, please don't make me do that," I pleaded. I didn't want all my friends at school to see me dressed up as a girl, I would be the laughing stock of the neighborhood. I also figured that Dad wouldn't do this to me, because for one thing it would hurt the whole family with all the ridicule, and second I think he just said that to scare me.

He gave in and said, “All right, I wouldn't let you go to school dressed up as a girl, but you must promise me never to let me catch you dressed up in girl's clothes again."

I promised, and kept my promise. Although later in my life I got dressed up again, and again, Dad never caught me again. I guess you can say that that was the beginning of my becoming a tranvestite. Ever since then whenever I was alone in the house I would get myself all dressed up like a woman.

When I first started to get dressed up, I wondered what kind of a "nut" I was, or was I becoming a homosexual. Whenever there was a movie or a television show which featured a man dressed up as a woman, I would go and watch it if it was at all possible. I also started to go to book stores to find books or magazines that could answer my question about whether I was a homosexual or what. I finally found an article in a book that cleared up my suspense about whether I was a homosexual, and I was relieved. I found out instead that I was a tranvestite. I did not know then that there were other people in this world that had the same feeling for girls clothes as I did. I wondered also if I should go and see a psychiatrist to find out what was wrong with me, but they were so expensive that I just forgot about it.

I continued to go to book stores to find any book that dealt with tranvestites, or men getting dressed up as women. I was going to these book stores about once a week. One day, I found an ad, advertising books that you could order by mail that dealt with the subject of women dominating men and forcing them to get dressed in girl's clothes. Books with such titles as, "Female Mimics", "Female By Choice", "Forced Femininity", "Guys In Gowns", etc. I ordered these books right away but that didn't last long for

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